im tired of this on and off shit. its not like you actually care, but somehow im able to lie to myself and say that you do. i dont want this. i know, and eveyone knows that it’s just ganna be an on going cycle. i.dont.want.that. this is stupid…. but what if there is noone else out there for me but you.. i dont actually care that much. but i do. youre an asshole and i know what you do and say to other girls. how can i think i love someone that much to always forgive and forgive. but i dont love you… hahah im over this and you and your bullshit….. except in the back of my mind i know im just ganna go right back to you. hahaha wow